Friday, August 28, 2009

The End

I keep saying this and I know I'll forget again, but this is the end of the Wallflower blog. The immortal pineapple is moving on, for she is going to high school and high school means new blog. It marks the beginning of a new persona and the destruction of all the others.

Honestly, I gotta stop this blog and set it to private. People seriously hate me. I have been a bitch. I really have. All ballerinas are bitches. It's a bona fide fact.

But that's beside the point.
To my readers...er reader, goodbye.

To my personal notations:
Destroy personas [along with stating where I got most of them] : Zephyr (my biker chick name ;D) , Faye (runescape account pheonixfaye. got it from ugly betty), Envy (haha! it was an FMA reference XD), Midnight (my pony, if I ever get one) Meduse (one of the gorgons= glutton; hahaha, very funny guys), Lillia (from the flower essence of course), Rose (a rose by any other name would smell as sweet -romeo and juliet), etc.
Keep personas: Juliet (dear juliet/chase coy/ shakespeare/ shower brainstorming [WE ALL DO IT. ADMIT IT!], Genevieve [5th grade play. long story. instead of being cast in the lead role, i got married to arthur hence guineviere hence genevieve. -sighs- ]

To be cursed
To be blessed
To be imfamous
and yet unknown
Discovered amongst the anonymous
Born from the eternal fading existance
that is reality
and binds me to this mortal earth.
As the light fades and quarrels
with the darkness
and the sky willingly lets them duel,
I witness.
The cycle
The man
The disease
The problem
The mistake
The chaos
The love
and then
I see the picture
Uninterrupted, fluid
the picture painted with a million words
32554901.123 gallons of imagination
painted by your hand.
And the picture speaks
and waits
and eats
and bides its time
so it may once again meet you.
Even if you have not met it
Even if you have not painted it
It is waiting for you
Behind the curtain
Draw the blinds
Through the double bolted iron sealed doors
and the plexiglass frame no one bothered to complete
it waits.
Your picture
Yours only
awaits.
Good Luck, and good night.
-Juliet, the immortal pineapple

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

The Blog has Died

I havent bothered with the format for a while, so i guess it's alright.
There's a lot of stuff to blog...er journal, i guess.
I'll have to bury this thing when I get to high school.
If I make a decent enemy...

Geez, I wear my heart on my sleeve. What could happen?
And today I will not blog about stuff, but rather I will say a bit of crap that I will later regret writing at all because the following makes me sound depressed. XDDD

I will close my eyes
My heart is still beating
I will rip out my heart
and tell them to fetch

The boxes
The layers
They amuse me
and curse me to doom

Lonely, and somber
I await their return
as they open the boxes
one after another

I run the other direction
burning the empty meadow in which they dwell
Sheep herded, into a trap
Laughter

My heart burns along with the mess,
but the boxes remain
giving way to an empty puzzle
which no one can solve

except for the one person
who holds the key
the one person
she must destroy

as the little girl sits in a corner
looking at her looking glass
asking it

"Mirror, mirror on the wall
Tonight, how many others shall fall?"

And she weeps
and laughs
It eats her alive
And when the dream is over

She fetches her box
and throws it again.

En vie la rose.
-Juliet

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

oh dear. oh fucking dear.

*sigh*
no matter how much manga I read, I am a clueless idiot.

-facepalms continuously-
I like matt.

I told him.

I wrote him a letter.

Told him to open it after culmination.



...


I TOLD HIM NOT TO OPEN IT.


o/////////////o

He's probably opened it by now.

He put the note in his pocket anyways.






I NEVER LEARN.
-headdesk-
WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I coulda just handed him the letter at culmination and rena was all like
"Ufufufufu."
and im like
there's a letter for you too and shes like "WHA?!"
XDDD

oh dear
what can i say?
I'm out here
up and spinning away.
and dying from embaressment.

wow.

I need to remember not to do that in the future.
But then again, I prolly wont have my insane personality.

I would do it again, but...
in the words of rena's evan
"Nothing wants to do you either Vicki. "
or something like that.


Callous. Evil. Little. Prick.



ARGHHHH....


What am I going to do?
Stay tuned for more of the exciting adventures of
Vicki
the crazy ass chick who cant stop sticking her foot in her mouth.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Since no one bothers to really read...

I'mma start a vlog you lazy ass weirdos.
I'm prolly gonna set this blog unto private so no assholes who want to dig up dirt to destroy me for no logical reason can't dig up dirt. This blog has a lot of crap on stuff I really dont want to reveal.
So that have been said, "Stay classy 8th graders."

Mike and his weirdness.
XDDDDD

-Juliet/Vicki/ Faye/ Meduse/ Peace/ Zephyr
says she needs less personas.
It'll come in handy if I ever become a bad ass criminal,
but i dont wanna go thru the trouble.
CIAO BETCH.

Friday, June 12, 2009

shiloh scipt

Battle of Shiloh

Narration (Elisha): It all started when I was 15. We heard there was going to be a war meeting at our little log school house. I went to the meeting and when they called for volunteers, Harrison Maxon (21), Edgar Houghton (16), and myself, put our names down.... My father was there and objected to my going, so they scratched my name out, which humiliated me somewhat. My sister gave me a severe calling down...for exposing my ignorance before the public, and called me a little snotty boy, which raised my anger. I told her, "Never mind, I'll go and show you that I am not the little boy you think I am."

The Captain got me in by lying a little, as I told the recruiting officer I didn't know just how old I was but thought I was eighteen. He didn't measure my height, but called me five feet five inches high. I wasn't that tall two years later when I re-enlisted, but they let it go, sot he records show that as my height.

We had fought a few battles before this, but this battle was the one that stuck in my mind the most; the battle of Shiloh. They said it was the battle that sealed the confederate fate and ensured our victory.

Originally, we were supposed to meet Buell’s army at Pittsburg Landing to take the Memphis and Charleston railroads to gain control of the Mississippi… This was how we would take the war into our hands. It was supposed to be easy but that wasn’t how it went.

On April 6th, 1862 General Albert Sidney Johnston launched a surprise attack at our army, which was General Grant’s army & Brigade General Sherman’s army, before General Don Carlos Buell Could arrive and help take Corinth, the point we were told that if we took over, we would surely have an upper hand in this war. Sure, the rain from last night had delayed them, but they were here. It took a few hours before my company, the Washington 14th 1st company, had heard the news about it.

The fight commenced, fought under blossoming trees along little country roads. We suffered many losses the first day, due to poor training and leadership. Honestly, all I did was fire a gun. That was all our company had really learned given the time we had.

We fought along about 3 miles of land, free of foxholes and dotted with trees. This was Tennessee after all. When the army was attacked, they ran for cover. There was very little cover, given that most of this was a field with a forest settled near it.

When my company was fired at, we ran into a sunken road, later nicknamed the Hornet’s nest for our fierce and dire counterstrike from that point against the confederates. We fired rounds of bullets at the confederates and were able to repulse them. It was still morning, too early I thought, for a battle.

It was soon that we had left the Hornet’s nest and engaged in the true battle. We ran and eventually made contact with the confederates at the Eastern Road. It was here that I shot down a person. I should not have regretted it, for we were fighting for a rightgeous cause, but I was. I had celebrated my victory before I had looked at the body. This was not the first time I had shot someone, but there was so much blood. And he was so up close that I couldn’t…

Grandchild: go on grandpa

Elisha: Okay…Many of the army fled to the Tenessee River, afraid. But we stuck there and so did General Grant. He had a foot injury from being pinned underneath his horse, but he was still fighting.

We stayed for hours, marching and firing. The fact that General Buell’s army had arrived was comforting. But the screams of men quickly distressed us and our spirits were down again.

In the early evening, we walked by a ravine. A man was sleeping there so we decided not to disturb him. He looked awfully pale. It took us moments to realize this man was dead and later we learned, was Albert Sidney Johnston.

The next day we continued to counterattack. With Johnston out of the way, the Union had a great advantage. General Beaureguard of the confederates was losing men and supplies fast and he knew it.

The next day, the surviving members of my company were shot. It was hard to leave them, but I had to run or else my life would have ended right there and then. I wonder if I had made the right decision up to this very day.

The whole day was filled with fighting before the confederates withdrew beyond Shiloh Church. We had won. Though we had suffered many losses, we won.

My entire company was destroyed. I was the only one who had survived, so I fled to another company and remained there. No one questioned why. I think they silently knew.

On the way back, we passed Shiloh church. It was made of logs and almost comepletely destroyed, but it still stood there. Shiloh means place of peace in Hebrew I think. Those days were the least peaceful days of my entire life…

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

I took a day off.

I took a week on hiatus. 
I know, its lame.
I'm on hiatus from school right now, recovering.
My body gave up at 4 AM and had a total breakdown.
I could barely shove food down my throat.

I have literally a pile of frickin paperwork to do. 
Honestly. I'd better get started.
=_=

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Life's a bitch. Stuck here again. Life is awesome. I just stepped in dog crap and my legs are searing me alive. Waiting for the bus... Cant wait to get home.
 
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