Out of the picture.

I must be the worst person to ask out a guy, ever. Am I still getting rejected? Unfortunately yes with some minor blushing from a few guys. I never knew I was so... un-okayish. Argh. It bothers me so much that I cant even get one maybe. So what if im not that pretty? What if I have a personality that everyone hates? Wait, thats really bad, right? Aguu~

Everyone has been asked out already. And all I can do is say dammit and move on. I will be the one going alone since my friends are all sooo grouped together and tightly knit. (no offense there.) And i always get pushed out of the stupid picture. All I have is mysteriousness. Thats right, mysteriousness. And thats why only guys in their twenties would bother to go clubbing with me. Unfortunately, no one likes that when you are 13 and have no charm. No charm. Seriously, Im just going to note peoples' reactions on monday when I act all depressed and I cry. D, A, and N (lawls. Dan. I AM SO MAKING FUN OF THEM ON MONDAY!) would go "what happened?" and i would be like "... *sob*... And that would be it. I HATE MIDDLE SCHOOL. I am so going to another school. I am going to go to Canada and marry a guy. I WILL POKE IT IN THEIR FACES.

Agh. I lack too much charm, dont fit in anywhere, am not fashionable (im reasonably fashionable), and im not a SLUT or a whore. That is why I have not been able to get a date. If I lived in Maine, things would be so much better. I would never have to deal with getting adate since the dances are so conservative. I must now go find a dress and go to sleep and cry over manga. WHat else do I have to do? Im so out of the picture that you love me. I know.

You subconsciously love me

I'm in your head

Stop thinking dirty things boys.

-Vicki