And yet you still are not gone yet? Fine.

I would like to cordially invite you to get the hell out of this blog.
Im going to start making this blog private because I cant let anyone see my face. Or me. Its my life. Get the hell out. Its hard enough trying to be something Im not. This blog is my real life. I dont want you to talk to me about it in public. I dont like my life. I really dont. I despise it. I despise every single fact of it. Its my horrible life, so kindly do not speak of it. I dont like it, though I cant quit it, because if I quit, my universe quits and my ego doesnt let my universe quit on account of my personality. I dont like my personality, because my personality is actually really, really horrible. If you have not noticed that. YOU ARE A RETARD AND SHOULD GO JUMP OUT A WINDOW SOMEWHERE AND GO HOME.

Anyways, this blog is for the people who can actually appreciate the less deepened Vicki. If I am me, the n you are you and this is a message from me to you: If you came here to understand my life, get the hell out, because this is just a bundle of emotions that I leave for people to view. Its not like by random chance, someone is going to stumble across this blog and actually read it. You read it because you know me in real life and you have no idea who I am. I dont want you to know who I am, because if you do, I will have no choice but to actually kick ur ass. I say it, not because I mean it, but because I DONT LIKE YOU. That is unconditional. I can hate you all for very, very many reasons. There are very few people in the world that I truly love. You are not one of them so I give you this oppurtunity to shut the hell up and get the hell out. I broke my personality last year, so I dont like you and you and you. Mean? No, I just don't like the fact that you guys actually read my blog. I just dislike the whole factor of this system. Thats why im going to shut down the immortal pineapple. I dislike you. I dont like me. Thats why, in a few days, this blog will be DELETED. So if you are still reading, here's an update on my life. I dont want to post gossip anymore because gossip makes me hate society even more. Vicki's translation of language: anti- GOSSIP= FUCK OFF SOCIETY(this is the message I want to convey). In a few years, Imma look back at this and say "I was such a lunatic, GAWSH." and then imma remember the faces of people who read this, and then I will be semi-suicidal. Why? Because you all have that little voice in your head that tells you to be a bish. The pineapple may return as another fruit. Someday.

The fact that I dont fit in here doesnt really make sense to me at all, but it drives my hate of society even deeper. I am the person you come to and ditch at random times of the day and I have actually been a good friend and I have stuck with you until you leave. What do I get in return? Not even an acknowledgement of existance. If you dont like me, fine. Leave me alone and kindly leave my blog too. I am going to be as hormonal and bitchy as possible because in two days, I'm not going to be like this. ARGH! aklgjavopsmaklsdajfdska.

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If youre still reading this, you're a good friend. Thats why I hate you.

Now for some blogging to catch up to...
Updates:

Nov 4, 2008: As you know, I am as freakin political as hell and I voted OBAMA. You John McCain suppporters can kiss my ass~ And we won. At the mock election we held, we still won! I was doing hw and refreshing my homepage, but yea, I still got the same results. McCain was like a sure loss. He never stood a chance.

Nov 5, 2008: Oh shit. HISTORY TEST. Dammmnn it. I took a lot of notes and thank gawd for that or I wouldve been SCREWED. I need to add more notes or I am dead... I dont like my life. I really dont. We have sooo much crap to do. Research on the dust bowl for the documentary. UGH! THERES TOO MUCH HW!~

Nov 6, 2008: I think I actually passed the history test. Im still stretched way too thin. I dont like my ego. It forces me to be the BEST I CAN BE and thats like... NOT VERY GOOD. Im getting stressed OUT! I think I'm losing hair. I dont like E. I dont like her at all. She is a total....agh! I cant even say it in words! SHES A SUPER FLACKING HYPOCRITE WHO DOESNT GIVE A CRAP ABOUT PEOPLE! DISCRIMINATINGEU*(PUHJ@IK#LJFDSJ! I cant say anymore. I just hate her. I use half of my energy to keep myself from socking her in the face point blank. I will. I will seriously smack her face one day. =_= I hate her sooo much that I could break my room because I hate her so much. I really dont like her. I hate her. I DONT FEEL SORRY FOR HER. I DONT CARE. Honestly.

Nov 7, 2008: Yays, CABEZAS ISNT HERE WHICH MEANS WE .... awwww.... we had to do a current event thingy that took me like hours and I didnt give a crap. I dont like Christine or E. They piss me off for some reason. I just dont like their personalities. THEY ARE TRANSPARENT FREAKS. No offense, but I mean offense. I dont like them. They seem so innocent and caring, but they're not. It just makes me want to puke. They dont even go out of their social circle. They use me as a person to drag around if they feel like a loner. THEY SHOULD BE. I dont care what they say about my life. They have guys dancing on the palm of their hands so I say. FUUUCCKKK OOFFF BETCHES~~~! I want to seriously smack their faces.

Nov. 8, 2008: Shoot~ Library, central. Melon couldnt make it to the central branch of the LAPL which is such a shame cause its so prettiful. Even though it was like 3 pm when I went. There was a couple making out (gag). I dont know where it stems from, BUT I HATE PDA. GET A FRIGGIN ROOM WEIRDOS! Anyways, I ran around looking for books on the dust bowl. It smelt like library. I got like 10 books when I ran down to get coffee and read. I was just like, there. Everyone was staring at this short person drinking coffee and enjoying a book on people's misery. I shot them a "what the hell are you lookin at?" look and they shot me a "oops, sorry" look. It was about 6 pm when I had to leave. TOMMOROW: I get to meet celebs. Overrated, but its fun cause Rhen and Karrie and Sammy are gonna be there!

Nov 9, 2008: OMG. HOMG. FRIGGIN OMG. I got Dustin Hoffman to sign my hand. With a sharpie from the tiny paps. One of them looked hawt... nvm, thats just perved. There were actually a bunch of cute guys there though. ON THE RED CARPET! We were there too! Rhen and Karrie along with me and my lil bro, bought 2 gigantic cookies from Kelly's and we ates them while we looked at hello kitty stuff at the Sanrio store. HOLLYWOOD IS FRAKING AWESOME!!!! We were like on the red carpet, having brunch. I stold a whole lotta crap like honey and stuff, so people were looking at me funny. We were eating scones when the celebs came. Jack Black came and I offered him a scone. XD he refused so I sorta nearly cursed at him. I called Angelina Jolie fat cause she didnt accept my scone either! SHE WAS FATTER IN PERSON. No offense. She has long eyelashes. I mean really friggin long ones. Then we all sang charlie the unicorn to dustin hoffman as he looked at us like we were crazy. Cause we were. We got into the theater and we ate popcorn. Rhen got popcorn with jalapeno juice on it, I got honey on mine (since I jacked a lot during the extravagant brunch), and Sammy had regular popcorn. It was awesome. We went sorta shopping after that. I wanted to go to Famina but i was tired. I got home and i was like OMIGEE. DUSTIN HOFFMAN'S signature. Now I hafta do my hw, ciao!

November 11, 2008 : No school. Gone over to melon's to work on project. SHORTEST POST EVER. Btw: Melon & Pineapple meeting= FAIL. xD

November 12, 2008: HOLEH CRAP. I GOT THE HIGHEST SCORE ON THE TEST. THE HIGHEST SCORE. THAT IS FRIGGIN AWESOME. AWESOMNESSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ahahaha. The run was a distaster. I get to run with the fast people starting next week. *groan* FRIGGIN FAST PEOPLE. Im aiming for the shirt and for no congestion problems.

November 13, 2008: Glue+stuff= FAIL. I dont like history or collages anymore.
I got a winter ball ticket today, though I have no one to go with so Im going to be like a total loner there. Its on analie's b-day. T.T I dont like them. Popular people get all the dates. I get nothing. Im running for queen or duchess or whatever. I dont care actually. I guess I'm just not caring. STUPID IDIOT MATT WAS JOKING AROUND WITH ASHTON AND THEY MADE ME SELf CONSCIOUS AND WANT TO CRY. I hate dem. Pft. Matt at the winter ball is like an elephant in a swimming pool, possible, but impossible. Ashton at the winter ball is reasonable. I got turned down so many times. Im going to cry during the winter ball.

November 14, 2008: I forgot about the beautification donations and we got 19 dollars in total. Me and Christine. Though I am still pissed at her. ARGH! jakdlsa;fd I dont like him anymore. I dont like the guy that I used to like because I used an emotional disconnect to sever my mind and it just blocked out that memory so I never have to deal with him or his face again. All the bus people got stuck there until like 5. Me, melon, and lets call her seraphina cause she sorta fits a seraphina title were there and then we noticed all the bus people. Me and analie talked for like a million years and stephanie and sean were there too. Rhen was there and so was Karrie and we all were like ... there until like 5. Rhen and Karrie and Stephanie left on the bus and Analie got left behind. Somehow it all worked out and I was just stuck there for like... a long time. Melon and Seraphina left like a long time agoes before this. After drink Kaname senpai's blood aka VITAMIN WATER. we kilt our picnic so yea...

THATSMY LIFE IN A SUMMARY BEEESHES. I will start posting after Matt and Ria get the flack off my blog. DAMN YOU ALL!
My hands are cramping from typing so mush. Damn. Go to melon's blog. Im there too!

I luff... no one.
-Vicki