Hanna, you got your IM hacked.

Btw Hanna, you got ur IM hacked by ur cousin at approximately 10:45.

Feeling extremely emotionless.
Perfect time to create a novel.
My craftsmanship is delicately
paving my way to the future.

And now,
A poem
Because I feel like it and no one reads my blog.


Lights fade out of view
And I see his heartless expression
That smile he showed me
Is nothing in comparison.
Hiding, like the whole world
is coming to hunt me down.

Our pathes will cross indefinately one day
and we will meet again but for now
Our lives linger hopelessly on.
An enigma of unforgiving feelings
like hands dug into your heart.

Listening to the sounds of your voice
fastened into my standstill point, wavering
My hands are freezing cold
and yet I'm still thinking about you.

Futilely, dragging myself into this melody
Stuck on repeat and my feet shuffling forward
And I fall into your imaginary arms

You dont exist and you never have
I've erased your meaning from this miserable mind

The air stings to remind me...


It's still February.


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The trees tell me that I cant remember
What love feels like in the first place.
The rain falls parallel to my heartbreak
Which never happened too
The wind flatters me with its gentle breeze
And I feel its hand upon my shoulder
The grass tells me I'm alive
But I dont wish to be
and I cried

The lovebirds sing ballards of adoration
Only I see it unwell.

If my heart ever gives out.
Please finish my eternal december.