Almost.

New years?
I will speak.
I will say.
I will go.
I shall leave.
I shall love.
I shall let go.
I wont smile.
I wont cry.
I wont let it be.
I am light
I am dark
I am pineapple.

Prickly. And vain. You all are just like me. Dont ever doubt your emotions. Dont ever doubt my intents. And never make fun of a broken person. A very broken person.

The facts are these:
Life is not fair.
That is why this year is not one of the best. I never got to say everything. It was all a lie. An empty shell. Today, I close my memories. To the love that will never be.

We are just children. We cannot harm. We cannot kill.
But dont underestimate us.
We can live just like you all. The noblest people do not kick someone when they are down.
The noblest are not noble at all.
They are regular peopl
Living their lives on the forsaken planet
That has no future
Future.
What do have?
I have nothing.
Rebuild.
What?
Rebuild.
When?
Year.
How?
Reinvent
Why?
Because.
Because?
Worth.
Worth?
Self.
Self?
You?
Me?
Who am I?
Who are you?
I am you.
And you are I.
And this is our future.
You must go and live your life.
Take risks and stop being so cowardly. Dastardly. Be a retard for once.
You have earned it.
There is no such thing as life.
So live the illusion.
Live a lie.
Love no one.
Stand alone.
Try your best.
And never give up.
Good luck on your life.
Nothing is for certain.
No one is safe.
Hope. And keep your friends close and enemies closer.
Love.

Talking with oneself is so much fun!

-Juliet Envy Midnight Victoria VanSchulear