Oh and btw.

I never confessed. Never said crap.
Gave him a cookie. He ate it.
Gave him a card. Read it.
Wow. I feel like crap. Oh well.

FUDGERS! I HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT!!!!!

it feel slightly cold.

I hate E. So bery much.
at least i gots to hug him.
BWAHAHAHA. I just remembered a distant conversation.
E: Last year I was flirting with him
Me: mhm
E: and this year he's flirting back
Me: *needles stab through heart and head* wow
E: yea *walks toward classroom*
Me (my thoughts): Why me? I had to have this life. Not massachusettes!?
Dood i like: hi E, Juliet.
Juliet/Me: Hi. *mumbles a curse word*
E: Hi ___! I thought you werent coming today. *cheery voice*
Dood i like: It was because *mumble mumble*
Juliet: *sigh* just hurry up
Dood i like: *stare*
Juliet: *pissed off look*
E: I see you brought a peanut butter sandwich again.
Juliet: He's brought one for the past week *mutter under breath*
Dood i like: mhm.
E: It must be your favorite! *cheery voice*
Dood i like: Not really.
Juliet: *trying to be happy but epic phailing* I dont get how you guys pack your lunches. Haha. I can never wake up early enough. (thought: cause i never sleep before 12.)
Dood i like: 's not that hard.
E: *smiles*
Juliet: *hates herself for not being cute enough to compete*
Dood i like: *acts cool *

and there we are: me, in a friggin horrible mood because E is E and the whole thing has become a total mess. and I, I am trying to act cool and cute but my grudge against E is slowly driving me to hit her over the head with a book.
He is there, flirting with e (as the conversation continues) and he's acting all kewl and i hate it. He becomes as cold as my feet are now. Distant, whatever.
E is there being all cute and it makes me sick.

I have refined myself for years waiting for an oppurtunity. And I lost it to an airhead. Good going juliet.


Ha. And btw, in the middle of third period on the last day liza just had to shout out (before i could shut her up):
Juliet tried to kiss____ on the eiffel to-
Juliet: OMFG. Shaddup. It was an acci-
Liza:...
Juliet: thinking: shit. I ran outta words.
And sean and matt and them are all *starestare* and im outta words. and im like... crap.
and change of subject to rayne hitting on liza when we went on our excursion.
and when the subject came back to me, matt saved the friggin day and asked for a cookie.
SAVED BY A COOKIE. AND MATT. two things I thought would never happen.

And I knitted quietly blushing for the period.

5th per I was gonna give a scarf to kaizi but i couldnt knit fast enough. Matt and Ashton seemed sorta weird. And were still like *starestare* and I was like "huh?"

6th per: I glomped griffin/matt/ omg i have to stop changing his name to make saika jealous.

Which reminds me that we have a new reader, probably.
Vicky? Wendy? what name do you want? srsly. I cant post about u without a name!


Ah. On saturday i met my cousin and she gave me gossip girl books. I guess I'll have to be gossipy again. JACOB SOUNDS LIKE A GIRL!!!! XDDDD melon. Well so does mike.

Rickrollin all the teaachars!

xoxo.

Saying it bluntly since 2007

-Juliet Envy Midnight Victoria VanSchulear