Off to updates.

Last day of skewl?
Wait, lets go back a bit.

Monday:
Liyeri hung out with us, the PMP (pineapple melon pomegranate inc.).

Tuesday:
Last day of school. Hated it.
Too many presents to hang out.
AND HA! E. E is friendless. She may be popular, but she is friendless. I love actressing, it gives me a chance to convey my bitchiness. I need an emotional hate point where I can direct all of my hate and GRAGH! Im going to make a voodoo doll and curse her.

She flirts with EVERYONE. Last day, I kept her away from mine's. (not gramarically correct but who the hell cares?!). We watched the dance group ppple dance and i schemed to overthrow them with a rival group that E questioned. I want to slap her face. SURE. All the guys are nice to her, but never me. Im like the chew toy of the social system. I want her de-throned. She is not worthy of her life or position. She flirts with everyone but my crush is OFF LIMITS. See, I said it.

Gawsh I sound over-protective.
In third period: I have been given various nicknames:
i.e. vicster, victoria, pineapple, juliet, juliet vanschulear, pheonix, faye of the opera (yea, wtf.), rose, tori etc.
AND NOW I COME BACK FROM 1st SEMESTER WITH 3 MAWR:
Gothic Lolita (=_="), Female smuggler (worst mistake of my life.), Melrose Hill.
Melrose hill? Dubbed by mr. cabezas. Its been taken by 70 other pple but okies. It sounds cool, but makes me sound really stuck up and prattish. Not stuck up and prattish.

I am a bubbling cauldron of hate and grudges. That is why people often avoid me at my worst moments. Again this leads back to the subject of E. This time she wont get her hands on him because of my meticulous nagging and fake-actress-crying. ^_^ I am that evil.
We are meeting over vacation while she can go flirt with justin and trent. AHAHAHAHA!
Oh dear. I sound quite insane. *straightens out skirt*

From the time I had started reading on manners and crap, I have been always intrigued by people's small gestures that give away their state of mind. For my new year's resolution, I would love to get rid of my little gestures that convey hate. Because, its not fun if someone can see throught your expression. I need to practice my smile, fake laugh, sympathetic face, and genuine intrest. None of which I really have. I may seem cold or cruel but it is what I am and who I was born to be. I was a very cold person from the start. I have never trusted my secrets to anyone so consider what I have told you: A lie. A cover up for my life. A preppy, emo cover for my couldron of hate and vengence. 6 more months. Countdown.
Perfectly composed is the image I am shooting for. A combined apathetic, yet mysterious aura that I have to set by high school or I will remain "that emo girl in the corner" or "that preppy emo" which is not a flattering title at all. I have been pushed around and out of the "popular" circle. So today, I make a change for the better. I am going to slip back into the circle and be as destructive as my ego and image will allow. To break one's spirit is a horrible deed which requires a horrible revenge. Not that I am acknowledging it at all. Watch your back because I will be back with a vengance. Vendetta over ignorance.

xoxo.

Merry Christmas.

enjoy your calm life while it lasts

-EnvyMidnight