RE: Extra Long 4th (the haven)

Ugh. I hate his hair. When I saw it in dance today, I was like dood, ew."What's with your hair"and he's like "What's with your hair?"
and I'm like I asked first.
and he's like blah.


And now I'm going to defend myself by KILLING HIS JOKES.
I know. Its FAILPROOF.
XD

He looks so ew now. Im like "EWW. It's evan."> >
and to think,
I was nice to him in 2nd period for about 30 seconds. I'm guessing he has the mind classification thing where he thinks he's better than the rest of us. It's either that or he likes either anne, dia, or clem. UGH. I hate people who classify.


I semi-defy the system. I'm the shy kid who hangs out with the exuberant people and the exuberant kid who hangs out with the random and shy people. And I'm pissed off 100% of the time so I'm really bad at making friends. Techinically, inside, I'm Saika, but outside, I'm that emo kid with the horrible complex and the sad, depressive stare.

Eck. His hairr...is. GROSS. If you guys are going to obsess, I might start to obsess and then I MIGHT START TO LIKE HIM WHICH WOULD BE BAD.

because the story goes like this:

You obsess.
I see something in him.
You keep talking.
I like him.He ignores me.
I confess.
He laughs with his friends.
I cry.
He tells me maybe.
I go through extreme measures to get to know him.
He tells me "okay" or "sure" when I ask for the 100th time.
I make a total fool of myself only to find out it was a dare or it was just superficial or it was just a fling or he doesnt really like me or he did it because his friends told him to and I'll get the "you're a sweet girl, but you're not THE ONE" talk and I will know and go insane and possibly go to drastic measure to get revenge by social or physical means.

That, or I will stage a random suicide to get him to apologize then snatch my supposed "Suicide note" and go all vengence on him.

So please, DONT GET ME/HER TO LIKE EVAN. He is a total butthole and I'm/ she's not going to be going through this thing for the 100th time. > >

(Note from Vicki)
Yes, I have gone through this.
My heart is unstable.
Guys don't date a girl like me. I'm more of the girl they talk to if they want to know something about how a girl's mind works or the homework. Maybe a friend, not a best friend though. No one likes the shy girl in the corner who doesnt talk too much and no one knows much about her. No one likes the bipolar blogger girl who sits in front of her computer all day, typing up sob stories about how she's never going to get a date (which I never did to the winter ball and I ended up dancing with evan (ahhh! Shut up! > < DONT MAKE ME REMEMBER) and trent).

Point: No one likes Vicki so don't even try talking about guys and who you like. She's not athletic, she's too brainy, she had no social life (correction: No life whatsoever), she's got very low self esteem, she sweeps her feelings under the rug, she can't talk to guys properly, guys dont talk to her at all and when she makes an attempt to talk she gets sarcasm or a look of extreme suprise like "YOU CAN TALK NORMALLY!? I NEVER KNEW DAT". No one likes the sob stories. No one likes the valley girl. No one likes the prep. No one likes the vain one. No one likes the glasses girl who always wears a skirt. No one likes the deep one. No one likes the emotional bundle. No one likes the uncouth klutz. No one likes the unpretty girl. No one likes the bookworm. No one likes the creative chick. No one likes the failure at music. No one likes the sarcastic girl with a heart of steel. No one likes the one who is a loner. No one likes the girl who sings whenever the monologue stops. No one likes the girl who always has a pot of trouble brewing. No one likes the self-reserved girl who is so conservative that she never shows more than 15-35% of her bare skin. No one likes the girl whom they do not know. No one likes Vicki and she's fine with that. Maybe a little annoyed, but she's content all the same.


Other point: Don't tell her about the better qualities of some guy. She will get hopeful and when I fricking remind her that no one really looks at her, she breaks down and loses more ego and then she is a mess for days and cant gather herself together and I have to cover for her half the time. I dont like covering. I'm not really the nice kind of person if you know what I mean...

(Vicki again)
But then again, there were a couple of guys who noticed when I was wearing that amputated sock of mines without anyone pointing it out. (Evan included.) So guys sorta might look at me.

(Juliet)
NO. Oh no no no no no. No. Never. EVER. NO ONE LOOKS AT YOU. It's because they stood out so much.

(Vicki)
But... but.. they noticed me...

(Juliet)
-facepalm-
No. They did not notice you. They noticed the sock. Not you. The sock.

(Vicki)
It was only because they looked at me that they noticed the sock.

(Juliet)
No, they were probably looking for something to critisize you for, like they always do. And you are such a retard that you cannot do a simple retort without mind-blanking and having to THINK. Retorts take NO THINKING.

(Vicki)
That's what you think. You've never loved anyone in your life.

(Juliet)
What does love have to do with anything?

(Vicki)
BECAUSE LOVE HAS TO DO WITH EVERYTHING. You just don't REALIZE THAT.

(Juliet)
Oh no. No. We are so not going over this again. Love has nothing to do with anything you were talking about.

(Vicki)
You posted about it befoooorree. Hm?

(Juliet)
That's because you are such a softie that you can't take even one blow to your heart. And you start to like EVERYONE. You like how many guys? I dont know. It's a warning idiot.
>.<

(Vicki)
I dont need it. I'm just as strong as you are.

(Juliet)
You are so not. You can't even look any one guy in the eye without me.

(Vicki)
Can too!

(Juliet)
Can not.

(Vicki)
Can too~!

(Juliet)
Fine. I dare you to look Evan in the eye tommorow.

(Vicki)
Nooooo! Pick another guy.

(Juliet)
Matt.

(Vicki)
Another one.

(Juliet)
MATT OR EVAN.

(Vicki)
But-

(Juliet)
No buts. MATT OR EVAN.

(Vicki)
I dun wanna...

(Juliet)
Stop acting so immature.

(Vicki)
Am so not.

(Juliet)
Is so too.

(Vicki)
Am not!

(Juliet)
Ugh. Just shut up and take the dare. ECK. Nevermind, I'll decide for you. Look Evan in the eye.

(Vicki)
NOO! That's embaressing. And he might make fun of me...

(Juliet)
1. How is that embaressing and 2. WHY WOULD HE MAKE FUN OF YOU?

(Vicki)
Cause he's mean.

(Juliet)
-FACE.PALM-
Just-
e-
LOOK HIM IN THE EYE WITHOUT DYING.

(Vicki)
No.

(Juliet)
You dont have a choice. I'm going to make you.

(Vicki)
NEVER!

(Juliet)

So as you can see, Vicki is being an immature bish. I think she's starting to like Evan so Dani, Melon, SHUT THE FUCK UP OR ELSE SHE WILL DIE AND I WILL DIE ALONG WITH HER.

^ ^
Thank you.
Your cooperation will be appreciated.

-Juliet/Vicki

damn man.

....

the struggle to get her to look him in the eye begins.