String Quartets

ROCK. BECAUSE THEY ISH AWESOME. VITAMIN STRINGS~~~~~


I'm sorta being a total spaaazzz right here. I have to go update the music on this piece o' crud that doesnt even play. Psh, you guys dont even get the mix tape. <333

Btw, now I have a secret ( or not so secret now ) wall of mysteries. Imma see if I can become a criminologist or a detective or maybe a writer...

HA. BEAT CHA TO IT DANI. I HAVE A WALL. BEAT THAT. xD

It's sorta more decorated than it's supposed to be. But i guess it's fine.

And today... I got a C- which I have never gotten in my entttirrree lifes. I want an A dammit. It's the merit. I never get merit for stuff that I dont do. I hate group projects. Not that my group didnt do okay, considering the last group failed. I'm just happy I got an average grade. Ehn
Whatevs. Cant let this bother me. At least my mom isnt on my back about it. Not so sure about my dad.

Fck. I lost my stupid merit again.

Great, less self-confidence for me. Thank you Evan, Melon, Dani, Christine, and the rest of fcking society for killing my soul and shredding it. You know, I've tried really hard to be not sad and depressing. I've tried a whole fcking lot to be happy and cheery and attractive and nothing does it for you, does it?I'm trying to be nice and shit. You know how hard it is for me not to be a bitch 110% of the time? It's like defying what I am. And every time I try to be someone else because no one likes real Vicki, (well technically I AM someone else) it breaks down a part of her soul. I dont like it. I'm slowly eating her and it's getting to her now. It hasnt before, but now it is. It's eating at her soul and her heart. She's being eaten by me. I'm eating her. The darker side of her is eating her.

And it's scaring her, a whole lot. She's never been this vulnerable in her entire life. I was always there in the background sheilding her from the reality. I've been swiping her memories so she wouldnt have to deal with all of the rejection. Now the rejection and hurt is coming on a whole lot stronger and I cant be there 100% of the time because I only exist in her heart.

Vicki is being THREATENED DAMMIT. So, please, stop PURPOSELY REJECTING HER FROM SOCIETY YOU BITCHES WITH NOTHING BETTER TO DO WITH YOUR LIVES.

Fcking shit.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

I hate you and society because my host is getting fenced out and that is not very dood. She's gonna drag me down with her and she's going to be sad. I dont like her sad. So, SHUT UP.

-Juliet

HATES YOU HATERS.

<3