This is why i dont like school

The homework.
The projects.
THE FLUCKING WHATEVER IT IS WE DO EVERY DAY.

I need a break already.
Sure, its just thursday,
but it feels like eternity.
I'm tired and i have to hold all of these facts in my brain.
I'm trying to paraphrase the geo terms, but

I
CANT
UNDERSTAND
SHIT.


Yes, I'm really stupid.
Sure I'm a nerd, but that's for the merit.
I'm actually the stupidest person you could ever find.

My hair is a complete disaster and life is just MAJORLY SUCKING.

What happened today:
-my friend/ex-crush admitted to liking my friend
or he sorta did. I mean, there was talk of it.
-I failed in dance
-I proved that no one likes poor old Juliet.
In dance: "No, you stand next to her." "No. I dont want to get paired with her."
and all I did was laugh EXTREMELY NERVOUSLY next to Rhen and Dani.
See? This is life's irony.
-I played a game on my phone that told of my future.
-My grades went down the drain.
-Aiden is not speaking to me for some reason.
- Tess, Heidriann, and Lexi need the geo stuff, but I cant figure anything out.

Besides that, I have a mound of hw again and no stronghold.
My footing fell a bit and I dont know how to let go nor pull myself up.

And so the princess fell into the void and broke her spirit...
Calling out for help, no one lifted a finger
She waiting
Unknowingly
That no one was going to come for her.
Her life was too empty.
To keep from dying, she created her own happy little world
where she had friends
but she kept the feeling that she was alone
because her world was not real

Her prince was a fake
Her friends weren't ever there
Her memory was blank.

And so she trodded on
waiting for someone to save her.
But no one did.

List of HW:
- Geo research (insane desparate mode)
- Geo hw
- Study for History vocab test
- Finish Treaty Draft Before Grif- Matt can say a thing
- Finish Poster draft for leadership
- Letters
- Science Classwork from Wednesday
- Science Classwork from Tuesday
- English storyboard brainstorm

Mya.
-sigh-
I hate Evan.
I dont get why they like him.
I want to sock his face, but it would look ridiculous.
GAH.
Demeaning my self confidence.
Both you and mike are bastards.
And rayne.
and the list goes on.
fcking mean people.

*sob* LEAVE ME ALONE.
I can never say that with a straight face, because maybe I'm a hypocrite.
I insult, but not as hypothetically badly as him.
ECK.
NEVER.
EVER.

Shut up
And
"STOP EATING SO MUCH CAKE, EVAN. YOU'RE GETTING FAT."

The next time I see him, I'm going to scream that.
I need to sleep nao or else my energy will be depleted.
<3

fullofrage,

JULIET HATES EVAN

AND HIS STUPID LITTLE GROUPIES

OR RATHER DAN, PHIL, AND WHATEVERHISNAMESHOULDBE.